Little Foxes have ruined my vineyard!

September 14, 2009

God is Holy! Holy, Holy Holy is the Lord God Almighty!
There is no sin in Him! None at all. He has no evil.
Jesus is Lord! He is the sinless Son of God who reigns forever!
He is the Savior of all who believe in Him!

God's holiness has been a hard lesson for me to learn. I've been saved for 25 years.
I believed in Jesus back in November 1983. He showed me my sin and I believed in Him and called on the name of Jesus for salvation. He cleansed and forgave all my sin. I was filled with the Holy Spirit. I started to grow in Jesus and forsake all my sin. I learned to walk with Him.

However, somehow I never really committed with all my heart. I 've kept the sin of lust around for these past 25 years and I know God has struck the work of my hands for it. He has caused me to never be that successful but always stuck because I kept lust in my heart. But now I repent of even the littlest amount of lust. I forsake all lust. I want to be pure as He is pure. I want to be Holy as He is Holy. I want to be perfect as He is perfect. No more looking at women for even a second or gazing at a suggestive image or movie or TV show.

God help me and all who read this to be Holy and blameless. Flee even thoughts of sexual immorality. Remember a few dead flies ruin the perfume and its the little foxes that ruin the vineyard (Song of Solomon).

I am shocked and saddened that is has taken me this long to really commit to not lusting. How blinded I have been. Gad have mercy on me and all who are enslaved by lust and sin.